the work

“What have I been doing? I have been behaving as though I had to straighten the whole thing out and have not accepted the reality of the Host. So I have been trying to rebuild the whole party and am even trying to become the Host, since I did not recognize or suspect there was a Host. I have been seeing it as a chaotic royal mess and have been wondering what I was going to do to clean it up. What can I do now? I can understand myself and the estate or world in which I live and see the beauty, balance and purpose to everything and thereby begin to really appreciate and then love, the Host...” —Bob Rhondell Gibson

Letters to my father

Disidentificarea este procesul scoaterii raului din Om. Bob Rhondell: Braid Dehydration and restoring Cell Membranes

Acest process este munca asupra sistemului nervos.

Vom numii raul din on, Nu Euri, pentru ca nu esti tu. Vom observa cum muncesc in om, si vom face munca necesara de a le scoate din noi. O carte a fost scrisa despre aceste nu Euri, si cum functioneaza ele in Om. Cartea se numeste Scrisorile lui Zgindarila sau (Screwtape letters), autor C.S. Lewis si contine scrisorile unui Demon catre nepotul sau Zgindarila, invatindu-l.

conversatii cu profesor despre aceasta munca necesara a omului: Disidentificarea and Necesity of Disidentification

"Drept esti Tu, Doamne, si toate lucrurile Tale sunt drepte si caile Tale sunt mila si adevar, si Tu esti judecatorul lumii! 3. Adu-ti aminte de mine si cauta spre mine si nu ma pedepsi pentru pacatele mele si pentru greselile mele si ale parintilor mei. Caci noi am pacatuit inaintea Ta! 4. Si am calcat poruncile Tale, si Tu ne-ai dat spre jaf la robie si la moarte, ca sa fim pilda de batjocura si de ocara la toate popoarele printre care Tu ne-ai risipit! 5. Si acum toate hotararile Tale sunt drepte, cand Tu faci cu mine dupa pacatele mele si dupa pacatele parintilor mei, pentru ca n-am implinit poruncile Tale si n-am umblat intru adevar inaintea Ta. 6. Fa deci cu mine ceea ce binevoiesti! Porunceste sa mi se ia duhul, ca sa ma desfac si sa ma intorc in pamant, fiindca mi-e mai bine sa mor decat sa traiesc, caci mi s-au facut invinuiri nedrepte si sunt cumplit de amarat! Porunceste sa fiu scapat de aceasta povara in locasul de veci, si nu-ti intoarce fata Ta de la mine!" Binecuvantat esti Tu, Dumnezeule, si binecuvantat este numele Tau in veci, si binecuvantati sunt toti sfintii Tai ingeri, 15. Pentru ca m-ai pedepsit si m-ai miluit. Faceti bine si raul nu va va ajunge. Sa binecuvanteze sufletul meu pe Dumnezeu, Imparatul cel mare, caci Ierusalimul se va zidi din nou, cu safir, cu smarald si cu pietre scumpe! 16. Iar zidurile tale, turnurile si intariturile se vor face de aur curat! 17. Pietele Ierusalimului vor fi pardosite cu beril, rubin si piatra de Ofir. 18. Pe toate ulitele lui va rasuna "Aliluia", si se va canta: Bine este cuvantat Dumnezeul lui Israel! Intru Tine se va binecuvanta numele Tau cel sfant in vecii vecilor!"

Frate Azaria, eu am auzit ca aceasta fata a fost maritata cu sapte barbati si ca toti au pierit in camera de nunta. Eu insa sunt singur la tata si ma tem ca nu cumva intrand la ea sa mor ca si ceilalti. Pe ea o iubeste un demon care nu face rau nimanui, decat numai celor ce se apropie de ea. "Tobit" (book on Not I's)

Matthew 4:1 Then was Jesus led up of the spirit into the wilderness to be tempted of the devil.
2 And when he had fasted forty days and forty nights, he was afterward an hungred.
3 And when the tempter came to him, he said, If thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread.
4 But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.
5 Then the devil taketh him up into the holy city, and setteth him on a pinnacle of the temple,
6 And saith unto him, If thou be the Son of God, cast thyself down: for it is written, He shall give his angels charge concerning thee: and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone.
7 Jesus said unto him, It is written again, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God.
8 Again, the devil taketh him up into an exceeding high mountain, and sheweth him all the kingdoms of the world, and the glory of them;
9 And saith unto him, All these things will I give thee, if thou wilt fall down and worship me.
10 Then saith Jesus unto him, Get thee hence, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.
11 Then the devil leaveth him, and, behold, angels came and ministered unto him.

Luke 4:1 And Jesus being full of the Holy Ghost returned from Jordan, and was led by the Spirit into the wilderness,
2 Being forty days tempted of the devil. And in those days he did eat nothing: and when they were ended, he afterward hungered.
3 And the devil said unto him, If thou be the Son of God, command this stone that it be made bread.
4 And Jesus answered him, saying, It is written, That man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word of God.
5 And the devil, taking him up into an high mountain, shewed unto him all the kingdoms of the world in a moment of time.
6 And the devil said unto him, All this power will I give thee, and the glory of them: for that is delivered unto me; and to whomsoever I will I give it.
7 If thou therefore wilt worship me, all shall be thine.
8 And Jesus answered and said unto him, Get thee behind me, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.
9 And he brought him to Jerusalem, and set him on a pinnacle of the temple, and said unto him, If thou be the Son of God, cast thyself down from hence:
10 For it is written, He shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee:
11 And in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone.
12 And Jesus answering said unto him, It is said, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God.
13 And when the devil had ended all the temptation, he departed from him for a season.

2 Corinthians 10:3 For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh:
4 (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;)
5 Casting down imaginations [Scofield: reasonings], and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;
6 And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.

Ephesians 6:10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.
11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness [Lamsa: evil spirits] in high places.
13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;
19 And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel,
20 For which I am an ambassador in bonds: that therein I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak.

Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.

Teachers

Nice Websites: Harmony workshop Esoteric Teachers

Apathy 1 -- the steps--not to forget

Attitude-Action - One regrets the past, dreads the future. Tells lies to get pity, anxious about self, refuses to listen, and talks piteous about self. Slumped mouth way down. Head to one side or other as though unable to hold it up. Begs for pity by sad stories about self, blames others all the time. Cries. Makes moaning sounds. Says, "I hope so." With the tone of voice that indicates, "what's the use, It'll all turn out bad anyway."

Condition - Chronic illness, if not one thing then two others. Malfunction of all organs. Irregular discharge of body waste. Sighing breathing. Skin hands from flesh.

Fear 2

Attitude-Action - One tries to prove others wrong. Anxious about the future. Flips hands away from self when talking. Stooped, mouth down, head down, always hurries. Doesn't look directly at anyone. Doubts any idea that is new, likes and dislikes being alone at the same time. Talks of the past with regret. Looks for some way to criticize the motives of others. Voice rises and falls.

Condition - Chronic glandular and nervous disorders, headaches, digestive upsets, rapid weak heart action, breathing fast and shallow, fatigued, hungry. Accidents and many serious illnesses. Subject o mental disorders. Obese.

Held Resentment - 3

Attitude-Action - Gossips, makes insinuating remarks. Talks of the past. Says, "I can't." Doesn't accept as true anything told. Speech halting. Forgetful. Says, "I just don't know." Dishonest with self and thinks others are dishonest with them. Poor ability. Tense never relaxes. Walks, stands and sits leaned forward. Mouth set. Looks out to side.

Condition - Fast heart action, spastic conditions. Skin disorders, cramps, muscular soreness, seizures, accidents, low-grade infections. Never feels good, serious illness frequently. Serious respiratory conditions. Dry and underweight.

Anger - 4

Attitude-Action - Antagonistic without reason. Finds fault with everything and everybody. Talks of death, war and punishment. Believes all alarming statements. Keeps shoulders set, squints, keeps teeth clinched. Neck rigid. Fast loud speech, tries to control people by threats. Takes over conversation by butting in, invalidates all new ideas without investigation.

Condition - Fast heart action, blood pressure high. Arthritic conditions. Stones, gallbladder, kidney, bladder. Constipation, gas. Eye and ear trouble. Congestive disorders. Has pot belly.

Boredom - 5

Attitude-Action - Sloppy in personal habits, lazy. Likes crude humor. Doesn't see much or hear much. Not interested in new ideas. Doesn't want much. Doesn't want job with responsibility. Posture sloppy, leans on things. Grumpy most of the time Yawns frequently. Always puts off till tomorrow. Frequently says, "I'm going to do that when I have time."

Condition - Has occasional acute illness, usually respiratory or digestive disorders. Accidents. Always tired, much below par. Getting old. Has infections from even slight wounds.

Contentment-6

Attitude-Action - Likes people that like him. Allows others the right to their ideas. Talks on personal interest subjects, enjoys self most of time. Looks neat, seldom grumpy, usually sober, kind. Does work well, not apt to study for improvement. Keeps attention on present time and place. Inclined to let well enough alone. Inclined to let unfinished jobs accumulate.

Condition - General body tone tends to be flabby. Tires easily. Seldom sick, recuperates quickly. However generally below par and ageing.

Vital Interest - 7

Attitude-Action - Likes people, likes to investigate, and discuss new ideas. Mostly talks on serious subjects. Looks, sees, listens-hears. Likes humor. Accepts responsibility for self and betterment of environment. Erect, sober, pleasant, sees reason in events and behavior of all people. Has pleasure in creative work and play. Continues on a job until finished.

Condition - No sickness. Very few minor accidents. General body tone firm. Endurance moderate. Few signs of aging.

Exhilaration-8

Attitude-Action - Loves mankind, (agape), Grants independence to all, recognizes others' viewpoints as sincere. Sees relationships. Talks on any subject. Sees difference in people and things. Creative, gentle, spontaneous. Speech strong, swift. Listens and understands the other's communication. Erect, balanced, smiles most of the time. Looks and sees balance in all events. Likes good music and art.

Condition - No illness. Near accident proof. Great endurance. Excellent general body tone. No signs of aging (Ageless.)

Unknown-9

Attitude Action - This is not written as it can only be experienced

Condition - A state wherein there are no obstructions to creative action